Thr's noone tat able to understand my feeling.. Even my own mum nv understand me.. She nv understand hw I feel... She only care abt hw she feels n says tat I nv think abt her.. She doesn't knw tat I really love n care for her.. I knw I cnt control my temper n if she really knows abt me vry well, she auld understand y I most of the time nt in the good mood.. I knw my bf lied to me.. Yes, im hurt a lot.. N pls dun add the pain more.. If he lied to me, u dun hav a right to force me to brk wif him... It's my choice for being stupid girl or wat.. I dw to brk up wif him cuz he's the one tat cheer me up when u r nt wif me.. I was rly hurt when I knw u were in tat problem.. U shod knw hw I feel tat time.. Yes, I could smile n say tat I'm alright but I'm not perfectly alright at all.. I tried to control my anger n feeling tat time.. N he was the one who helping me for it.. Hw could I dump him juz cuz of ur own decision tar trying to control me? Do u knw tat u were lie to me n keep all ur past for more than 12 yrs? Haha u think I'm nt hurt? I feel lik I wan to gt out from tiz family.. I'll gt out when it reach the perfect timing.. I dun need anyone in my life.. I dun need my bf at all.. I dun trust anyone anymore..