"Happy 11th months anniversary :D" that's wat we suppose to say to each other ytd. hahas.. we didnt talk much to each other ytd.. maybe u trying to avoid from me :) it hurts to rmb tat we're brk up alrdy.. but u think tat it's a good decision to brk up.. haha.. u were admiting tat u dun even wan to care abt me anymore? haha... seriously i was crying when u tell me tat..

Tmr is ur bday.. i dk wat shld i do.. i was planning to bake a bday cake for u long ago.. but i think tat plan is juz a day dreaming for me.. i dk wat cn heal tiz heart.. everything i do, all the things r always reminding me abt u.. talked to a guy juz nw in audi, he's the same age as u. and the way he was talking to me is the same as hw u were talking to me when we first time get close to each other... y everything make me rmb abt u? reading ur blog, all the post when u wrote them last year october.. i hoped i can go back to last year agn, when we're so close to each other... now, talking to u on msn or msg, u also wont reply so much.. r u trying to drive me away?

laugh.. talking to u will always end up crying lik now.. i'm tired of everything.. everytime i love someone, the person will be end up hurting me... maybe that's a karma? hahha hope so :) Good luck for ur exam tmr..

4 more days to ur bday.. sigh.. I was hoping that we could celebrate ur bday tiz year tgt, in fact it will nv happen.. 2 more days, 25 oct, it supposed to be the day that i was waiting for so far.. but it turns out to be a day when i will for sure cry.. lol :) nvm... even if i cry alot, u also wont care.. recalling wat was happening last year on the same month as now. we were juz getting close to each other.. haha, it's nt even a year n nw we're apart alrdy? laugh... I hope i could rewind the time back to that moment... I really miss that moment wif u... eventhough we quarel quite alot of times, but at least u still gave me alot of attention.

I did not want to reply you on msn because I seriously disapointed. I guess you never understand how I feel. And I know that I don't know you at all, only that girl knows you more than me rite? :) haha..

Asshole is still be an asshole.
Stupid still be stupid :)

I dun trust u anymore. I had enough of all ur bullshit. All those words that you were saying are lies. No exception. You are just simply like all of my ex. All liars. I hate it. I'm not going to write so much. If you think that's a good way for you, go ahead. I'm going to hurt myself more than what I did before.

When I said "it's ok", it means tat it's not ok at all n i try to hide my tears. But u nv realize it. Do u knw hw much pain i feel when u said tat u gav ur fb to other girl even if it's only play games... nvm.. i knw i'm not important at all to u...

Sometimes i feel lik shouting at u to tell u tat u dun hav to send me any sms if u dun wish to reply it... cuz it hurts my feeling when u dont even bother to reply me or make me waiting lik stupid kid.. tiz heart isnt as strong as u think.. it is fragile.. i knw u r stress abt something tat i dun even knw, but i still worry n care abt u.. tat's all tat u hav to knw...

"LAUGH"  That's the only thing that i cn do aft u said tat to me.. tears? i swallowed all of it.. i dw to pour it out, haha..., ofc i will not cry cuz i hate to cry in front of other ppl. feels lik the wounds in my heart r starting to become bigger :) thanks to u.....

Laugh.. u hav time for playing, but u hav no time to reply my msg :) thanks for ur attitude towards me.. it is totally hurt me.. i need to rmb tat i hav no right to complain anything, i cn only keep quiet :D

Woke up in the morning wif swollen eyes -.- lucky it wasn't really obvious.. The whole day was so empty, no spirit at all.. Recalling wat u were saying last night, made me hurt n empty.. Haha.. " juz bear wif it. He is not mine anymore." that's all wat keep repeating inside my mind. Tears always flow anytime I remember abt tat. Haha... I knw I'm nt important for u anymore :)

1week has past.. :) but the pain still won't go away.. U becoming more cold n cold haha.. Tdy juz msg u on phone wif 2 msg aft tar u nv reply me anymore til now :) I shld gt use to it, but it seems so hard to do it.. Stare blankly at phone screen the whole day in sch.. I knw ur msg won't appear on my phone screen

even if i feel cold, u nv hug me..

Wake up with tears, sleep with tears also :) I think that's how to describe me now.. Haha.. I don't care anymore about how I will be in the future.. Cry soundlessly better :)

4 days have past le since tat day... sigh :) Thanks for treat me as if i'm a stranger to u now.. I've no right to complain or anything... juz let tiz heart be hurt more till i can no longer feel the pain..

And I do too..