"041011" such an unlucky date? Most probably yeah.. Haha.. I was having physics end of year
exam. I dun understand y u said it when i'm having exam. I almost couldnt finish the paper within 1 hour. Luckily, the last few questions were easy, even though some i juz anyhow answer.
u left me without telling me the reason. well, u always did that to me. i need to bear wif it :) u said u dw to let me go, in fact, now, u letting me go suddenly. It hurts.. u dk tat i almost burst into tears when i was having my meal in front of my friends. in the end, i dun even feel lik to eat. The weather seemed like my feeling inside. Raining but bit by bit, till i reached home :) thr's a song which was company me along the way home. Raindrops by IU. Here the lyrics (translation) goes.
Raindrops - IU
Suddenly, rain pours on my head..
And in a matter of seconds, I am soaking wet
Memories come back..
Then tears fall down.. I am a fool..
It's still a long way from home
I have no umbrella, and it seems like I am going to catch a cold
It might not have been like this if you were here
Tears wouldn't flow like this..
Oh, raindrop.. Oh, raindrop..
Love is so heartless..
Oh, raindrop.. Oh, raindrop..
Love is like raindrops..
Coldly, it drenches me..
Feels like I'll catch a painful cold again...
Thinking about our bitter farewell a while ago
I look back at the place where you left me,
I remember how stubborn you were,
you're so dense.
Are you really like this?
The inconsiderable words that easily came out of you..
painfully crushed my heart..
But if it still persists,
if it won't give up,
Then I'll try my best to reach out to you...
Oh, raindrop.. Oh, raindrop..
Love is so heartless..
Oh, raindrop.. Oh, raindrop..
Love is like raindrops..
Coldly, it drenches me..
Feels like I'll catch a painful cold again...
I wouldn't want to have that bad cold again..
You know, my heart still longs for you...
And I do too..
Yeah.., that's wat i feel. I dk whether you understand or not. Well, juz chatting wif u on msn a while ago. I can't stop my tears from falling :) I get used to have you and talk to you since the moment i wake up til the moment i sleep.. I feel awkward today.. haha.. nvm,,, juz let me cry... but i dw to cry so much, cuz my eyes easily gt swollen the next morning if i cry. I juz wanna tell you tat i miss you so much.. :)
