I guess now thn i knw some part of the thing tat u've been hiding behind me.. it feels lik stabbing me from my back.. i wish i can shout all my pain, but i cnt. hw cn u easily say them out to me n so proud of it? i'm crying, u knw... If u love her, u dun hav to say tat u love me.. i hate those bullshit tat came out from u.. or i rather blame myself from being so stupid cuz i trust ur bullshit.. haha... lucky, u nv ask whether i gt the prove or nt,if nt i'll show u the pic abv.. i nv angry to u without reason... when i angry to u, means i found out something tat u hide from me... nvm.. i juz took a pen knife n cut myself abit.. juz to release abit of the pain in my heart..