Feel so shity agn... Fuck my life! Why cant u get out of my heart n mind?! Isn't that enough for u to hurt me??? I fucking sick of all the bullshits u gave!!! Back n forth to me as if im just a house. Talk to me only when u're moody or bored or need someone to pei u... Fuck myself too for being a foolish who is ur willing victim... I hate u..... I really hate u.... Y u make me love u n u hurt me?? I hate it... Cuz of u... Its hard for me to open the door for others.... Its hard..... Im nt the type of girl tat can forget n love guy easily... I have no one to talk abt this..... No one will listen or understand these feelings... It sucks.... I need someone to help me... Someone tat able to calm these mixed feeling inside.... Im just like a volcano tat going to erupt all inside out....